Girl, I'm sorry!

After reading your blog, I knew my first impression towards you was totally WRONG!
You're a sensitive person, just like a simple girl.
I really learnt that we should judge a person by looking at his or her inner part.
I know it's hard,but we should!
When I realised there are three people include me like the same person,
Sorry to say that, I feel sad, disappointed.
I decided to quit as I don't have the qualifications to fight.
You have the intelligence, she has beauty
What do I have? Answer is NOTHING
You're right girl, he influenced me too
Because of him, I studied hard.
I can see my improvements...
Because he's smart and I don't want to feel a gap between he and me
But when I found out his heart already belonged to someone
Of course, heart broken, tears flow out like water tap
Couldn't stop it.
After a while, I let go
Now I feel better because I found out that there's someone who cares about me before...
But now, I wanted to grab it..
But it just slipped between my fingers.
He no longer care about me, he doesn't want to talk to me.
Even he doesn't want to read my message.
Sad?! Of course I did
But seriously, SPM is just around the corner
What I need to do is just focus on my studies...
Straight A's for me to continue my studies in medical field.
JANICE KHOO! I know you can, just a bit lazy
Plain bread or lobster in your future, its decided by me
I'm the one who decide..
No one can help me.
LOVE AND STUDIES I hope I can get both
BYE!

I dun understand you

Hello, my dear. Don't judge my relationship status by looking at my status. And I explained to you that I haven't got a boy friend yet! Ever since I posted that status and you said "I try to distract from something that I shouldn't think it anymore." Come on, what is that mean? Seriously... You never talk to me since that day. To sudden, for me. At least tell me the reason why?! I asked you whether you're angry with me or not, and you answered NO! But your action tells me there are something which I don't know. Posting that kind of status. Urghh, it's my fault to post all those status, can you please forgive me and talk to me back. Your intonation, seriously, hurts me. Hanging my conversation like nothing. I'm a girl, please think of me. Last friday, you asked me out! Okay, happy. But I can't make it due to your super last minute. Yesterday you asked me out again to play basketball. And I'm having badminton with my friends. Sorry to say that, I have to reject again. The third time already. I know it's a bit weird. Therefore I ask you out for breakfast and you say you're having MCD with your friends. I say "it's okay, you enjoy la, next time lo." Once again, hang my conversation again. Just now, I asked you whether you're scout or not. Answer NO, I say okay. You know what, last time, you'll ask WHY?, but now no more. I start the conversation, and end it. Seriously, I gave up a lot of times but I still manage to continue. But no one knows how long can I stand. 1 week? Or 2 weeks? Sometimes, I feel very tired. Oh ya! Another problem, your status...."Do you think she will accept me if I propose to her?" Urghhh, damn it! Either you say it first, or I end it first!