I still remember...

I still remember when I was 6-year-old
I did so many silly things like shit on my pants..
Chasing each other during recess time...
Eat like a dumbo..
Act like a crazy people...
Play in a playground..no one will look at me and they might feel that I'm cute. Maybe?
Everyday was like, no worries, nothing to think about. Exams, future, WHO cares?
Fool around with each other, things that need to do everyday was EAT, DRINK, SLEEP, PLAY! That's all!
Laughing throughout the whole day..
When I feel like crying, just cry it out LOUD
When I feel like laughing, just laugh like a someone who is just came out from TANJUNG RAMBUTAN
Now, already 17-year-old..
Considered as a matured age..
I need to think twice before I do anything.
When I try to act like a kid, will others think that "Is she insane?? Form 5 student and still act like a kid" or something else?
When I'm sad, feel like crying..I will think "Should I cry? I'm matured now, matured girl shouldn't cry."
When I'm happy, I try to loud as loud as I can, to show that I'm really happy..But will they think "This girl is so impolite! Like a guy.."
I can't really do what I want to do. Although, I know I shouldn't care what people think of me. I just have to be myself.
And the most important thing is, I like to sulk.
I know, this kind of attitude is really...CHILDISH!
But what to do? That's me! JANICE KHOO
Sometimes, I will think...
"Even form 1 students are more matured than ME"
Think positive "Form 5 cannot act like a kid? Who said so?"
*THUMBS UP*