I still remember...

I still remember when I was 6-year-old
I did so many silly things like shit on my pants..
Chasing each other during recess time...
Eat like a dumbo..
Act like a crazy people...
Play in a playground..no one will look at me and they might feel that I'm cute. Maybe?
Everyday was like, no worries, nothing to think about. Exams, future, WHO cares?
Fool around with each other, things that need to do everyday was EAT, DRINK, SLEEP, PLAY! That's all!
Laughing throughout the whole day..
When I feel like crying, just cry it out LOUD
When I feel like laughing, just laugh like a someone who is just came out from TANJUNG RAMBUTAN
Now, already 17-year-old..
Considered as a matured age..
I need to think twice before I do anything.
When I try to act like a kid, will others think that "Is she insane?? Form 5 student and still act like a kid" or something else?
When I'm sad, feel like crying..I will think "Should I cry? I'm matured now, matured girl shouldn't cry."
When I'm happy, I try to loud as loud as I can, to show that I'm really happy..But will they think "This girl is so impolite! Like a guy.."
I can't really do what I want to do. Although, I know I shouldn't care what people think of me. I just have to be myself.
And the most important thing is, I like to sulk.
I know, this kind of attitude is really...CHILDISH!
But what to do? That's me! JANICE KHOO
Sometimes, I will think...
"Even form 1 students are more matured than ME"
Think positive "Form 5 cannot act like a kid? Who said so?"
*THUMBS UP*

Come ON!

Well..
Today, I went for shopping with my mom. We passed by a phone stall (Sony Brand). I saw one phone was waving hands to me, and saying "Hello, I'm here!" I turned back, and look at him. He is so "handsome" and "smarty"! Oh gosh, I just can't control myself by asking the seller to take it out and let me TOUCH it! His body was so FIT just like having six abs. He don't feel shy when I touched him, molest his whole body from top to down, from left to right and from back to front. His face is so smooth until don't have a single pimple. His eyes are so sharp and clear until can capture everything I like and I want. His organs are too much but still can slot in more and more.... But I still need to emphasize that, HE is still very FIT!! Don't have a big TOMMY, not like me! He has two brothers which have different colour. One is black while another one is white, and MY HANDSOME GUY is pink in colour! Oh GOSH, can you imagine how handsome is him? I wanted to take it back so badly. But his price...RM1499!!!! Is quite expensive anyway.. Ended up, I smile and told the seller that I have to go back and calculate my budget first. I have to say "GOODBYE, MY DARLING" to my beloved phone. And I promised him, I might be back, remember to wait for me! And HE replied, I'll see first! WHAT?!
I think I fall in love with this phone... He is SONY EXPERIA TX! Let's see how fit is his body!!

P/S Just ignore my grammar mistakes. I think I'll improve more next time! Thanks..

一眼都不望我的“他”

当一个人无视了你的存在的时候
那种感觉真的很难受
难道“他”真的看不到我吗？
不可能啊   我又不是透明的

说真的，我真的很羡慕[她]
[她] -  人美  又惹人喜爱
会是一个 很惹人爱惜、疼爱的人

不知道 该说 -倒霉- 还是 -跟[她]一样， 眼光那么好
巧合 让我们喜欢上了  同一个人
我跟[她]来比较   [她]的胜数当然会比我高
但是  应该不会至于  用 -天跟地-  来比较吧！

无论如何 每个人都有自己的短处与长处
所以每个人都是  全世界独一无二的
其实不需要为了  一切事情  一些事物  来改变自己
改变了  就不是真正的自己了
会变成  他人所说的 “虚伪”
相信总有一天  会遇到  一个  能够真正明白自己  了解自己  接受你的短与长处的人

虽然  真的很想快点找到
可是  我明白 必须等到时机到

既然说要把“他”放下   就必须说到做到
对我来说  应该不容易  怎么说都必须每个星期都得见到
有时真的怀疑  时间真的能冲淡一切吗？
那么  需要多长的时间呢？

看见“他”跟[她]那么的亲密   心....也会不舒服了起来
会觉得很惹人厌
可是仔细想想  我不可以因为“他”不喜欢我
就不爽跟“他”在一起的女生

做人还是度量大一点好 别那么小气
相信明天会更好
奇迹 真在往我的方向去
我....耐心的等