Girl, I'm sorry!

After reading your blog, I knew my first impression towards you was totally WRONG!
You're a sensitive person, just like a simple girl.
I really learnt that we should judge a person by looking at his or her inner part.
I know it's hard,but we should!
When I realised there are three people include me like the same person,
Sorry to say that, I feel sad, disappointed.
I decided to quit as I don't have the qualifications to fight.
You have the intelligence, she has beauty
What do I have? Answer is NOTHING
You're right girl, he influenced me too
Because of him, I studied hard.
I can see my improvements...
Because he's smart and I don't want to feel a gap between he and me
But when I found out his heart already belonged to someone
Of course, heart broken, tears flow out like water tap
Couldn't stop it.
After a while, I let go
Now I feel better because I found out that there's someone who cares about me before...
But now, I wanted to grab it..
But it just slipped between my fingers.
He no longer care about me, he doesn't want to talk to me.
Even he doesn't want to read my message.
Sad?! Of course I did
But seriously, SPM is just around the corner
What I need to do is just focus on my studies...
Straight A's for me to continue my studies in medical field.
JANICE KHOO! I know you can, just a bit lazy
Plain bread or lobster in your future, its decided by me
I'm the one who decide..
No one can help me.
LOVE AND STUDIES I hope I can get both
BYE!

I dun understand you

Hello, my dear. Don't judge my relationship status by looking at my status. And I explained to you that I haven't got a boy friend yet! Ever since I posted that status and you said "I try to distract from something that I shouldn't think it anymore." Come on, what is that mean? Seriously... You never talk to me since that day. To sudden, for me. At least tell me the reason why?! I asked you whether you're angry with me or not, and you answered NO! But your action tells me there are something which I don't know. Posting that kind of status. Urghh, it's my fault to post all those status, can you please forgive me and talk to me back. Your intonation, seriously, hurts me. Hanging my conversation like nothing. I'm a girl, please think of me. Last friday, you asked me out! Okay, happy. But I can't make it due to your super last minute. Yesterday you asked me out again to play basketball. And I'm having badminton with my friends. Sorry to say that, I have to reject again. The third time already. I know it's a bit weird. Therefore I ask you out for breakfast and you say you're having MCD with your friends. I say "it's okay, you enjoy la, next time lo." Once again, hang my conversation again. Just now, I asked you whether you're scout or not. Answer NO, I say okay. You know what, last time, you'll ask WHY?, but now no more. I start the conversation, and end it. Seriously, I gave up a lot of times but I still manage to continue. But no one knows how long can I stand. 1 week? Or 2 weeks? Sometimes, I feel very tired. Oh ya! Another problem, your status...."Do you think she will accept me if I propose to her?" Urghhh, damn it! Either you say it first, or I end it first!

Results

Results are not that satisfied
What I expected were higher
Although is not that low
But still feel disappointed...
Actually almost the whole class is doing SO SO
Should I feel okay or....
I plan this coming holiday wanna study
Do you think it works?
Shit man!!!!
SPM is coming.....Preparation??
NOTHING!?
Should starts now I know....
Quite lazy but I know I can't be lazy anymore
SPM=Future
Is what my form teacher always say this to us, like EVERYDAY
Keep on reminding us about the importance of SPM
And she said all of us must get straight A+
Hey, do you think that easy to score?
LOL...
Common sense man!!!
Oh GOSH
I want IMPROVEMENT!
Gotta study now...

SICK!

I still remember I said this last week -" I have strong antibodies, I never get sick last year."
Maybe this sentence heard by God, and He punished me.
He invited some friends to my body.
Who are them? - Fever, flu, cough and sore throat.
On Friday, I had fever and sore throat
On Saturday, I had flu
Today, I have cough! *akhem*
Okay, it is fine if sick for the whole week but not during exam period.
I planned my time management so well and yet I cannot make it due to my DEAR friends.
I ate the medicine... I will be dozed off after one hour
What can I do after that?
Go up on my bed and TAKE A SHORT NAP
Two hours passed by...
Wake up.. Let's use some adjectives to describes my face - Steam, Blur, Sleepy
And take my bath... Sit on the sofa and started dreaming again - as usual
Tik-tok tik-tok
Oops, another one hour had burnt!
Seriously, sick makes me so tired and lazy.
Dear God, I'm sorry for saying that nonsense.
I swear I'll never ever say that again, please save me from all the friends You had invited.


Oh ya, I really dunno what the hell am I doing when I was riding a bike.
Accidents happen many times and yet I still.... *akhem*
I dunno why I wanna take my motor license.
Is freaking hard to ride!
But I need to pass my motor!!! All the best Janice!

Me, Myself and I

Sometimes, I can be very cheerful and happy
Sometimes, I can be very funny
Sometimes, I can be very crazy
Sometimes, I can be very cute or kawaii
Sometimes, I can be very DOWN or MOODY
But! When I'm angry.. Better don't come and disturb ME!
You'll either "DIE" or "SERIOUSLY INJURED"
Sorry to say that, I'm serious...
When I'm angry, my face will just like "charcoal" - That black! *direct translate from Cantonese*
When I'm angry, my friends know what happen and just keep quiet and leave me alone.
I would like to drink a lot of water and listen to instrumental songs to calm me down when I'm angry
And bad words will just come out from my mouth - What to do? I can't control

Another topic
I like these pictures so badly, but someone says cannot post on facebook
So, I post it here! :)

Nice isn't it? Hmm....

CARELESS!

Just because of CARELESS, I lost my 22 marks for Chemistry! Can you just imagine that?! Is 22 marks, not 2 marks. From 78 (A-) to 56 (C+), can you see the difference? Damn it!! When I got the paper, I was like shit! What the hell!?!? Be frank, I thought I can get at least an A- and actually I did it. Just because of careless, didn't read properly and do blindly. That is the consequences of over confidence. I cried for about one and a half hour. It is not I dunno how to do, is CARELESS! I ask myself why? But unfortunately, me, myself dunno how to answer this question.
How to comfort myself?
1) Tell myself, is not I dunno, it is just I careless
2) It is just a small test, aim for PPT next time!

Tell myself that I still love Chemistry, I still love you the most! <3 br="">

Finaly, exams is over!

Wooh, take a deep breath!
Finally, exams is over...
After suffering for around one week plus, now... everything is over!!!
Proud to say that, this first term test is quite easy. HEHE
But, when I say EASY, usually my result will be very BAD
I dunno why actually, can someone tell me why??
Never mind, it's okay!!!
What I know is I don't have to do any revision temporary!
It sounds great! YEAH!
Okay, there is a problem - Am I going to fail my Sivik paper?
68 marks for section B and I totally have no idea how to answer
Leave it blank?! Of course not, silly answers all around the answer sheet.
She scold? Who cares?! It's just only SIVIK wad
Important? I don't think so...
But what if I really fail that subject?
Will be the first subject I fail in this school - and it's SIVIK
Isn't it weird?
Come on, SIVIK is all about common sense.
I thought this too before I sit for my SIVIK test
And what I thought was WRONG!!
It's not all, only a small part!
That's why I worry about that so much...
Let me ask you one easy question - Apakah maksud Pendidikan Sepanjang Hayat
What the ****
Is this important?
Now, I'm going to take my good rest...
Stay up for so many nights, not enough sleep..
And sincerely, thanks to Nescafe 3 in 1... It helps me to stay awake for the whole night and during exam period. LOVE YOU!!
But I don't need you temporary, I will come to you once again on May! P-P-T-
Bye! <3 br="">